Everlasting Darkness

Empty
Hopeless
Numb
Is how I feel inside .

Thought's are raving through my head .
Thoughts of madness .
Thoughts of desperation .
Emotionally shattered .

It is all getting too much for me .
Con not bear to witness .
The cruelty any longer .
Nor the pain that seems to paralyse me .

Oberrun by harsh feelings .
Towards a world .
That has given me nothing .
But everlasting darkness .

The wish to fly away .
Has never been more tempting .
So I fly .
Further and further .
Away from this earth .
Away from reality .
The reality that breaks me down to ashes .

I want to dissappaer forever .
So still I fly .
Further and further .
Until I have found myself .

Finally I have reached a place .
To live my life in solitude .
For in solitude I was born .
And in solitude I will die