Am I Not Yours?

Who's your school friend?
He's left you some messages.
He'd love to see you again -
he thinks your ideas are brilliant..
and since you've been going out for coffee with him lately,
well, is he a pretty good-looking guy?
Jealousy am I not yours?
We stopped for some alcohol.
You stayed in the car.
The bars had gotten out, that line was so long:
and I saw you over on the pay phone.
So I was thinking - who do you ever call at one a.m.?
yeah, I wonder who that was. Jealousy.
I am not yours. We lay so stiffly,
and act like we're sleeping.
But my eyes are staring, and you're not breathing heavily.
I know when you're sleeping -
you purr so softly on my neck. Jealousy. I am.