If I Ever Learn

tried to believe
in everything she wants me to believe in
I tried
I´ve tried to say
all the things she ever dreamed to hear from me
tonight
and she just turns away like all the days before
it´s hard to let her go
if I ever learn
to see when she´s angry
if I ever learn
what she feels inside
if I ever learn
to see when she´s happy
if I ever learn
what she´s got in mind
wish I could find
a thing in this world that makes her lose all
the pain
maybe I will never really understand
why she´s gone
and the hope I kept inside is what she left behind
she turns away again
if I ever learn...
want you to know
wherever you may be I hope you´re happy somehow
maybe now
maybe someone else´s words can reach your heart
instead
if I ever learn...