Hope

Why are you still following me,

after so many years happely lived together

you must accept now that there isn't

a you and a me any more.

I know it's hard but you must face

conquer all you're fears.

Don't let the darkness gets you.

Fight against the lonelyness.

And remember i will be there for you

when you need me the most.

But until then you must go alone.





I wish i could helped you,

but i know, my help will make it only worse.

I'm not that guy anymore when we met.

It's inexplicable but its true

i did my best but

there's some much changed

i can't handle with it anymore.

Believe me it's the best for us that we ended here.

It's hard and i know

i'm facing the same

Wheter you believe me or not.







Now after so many years

i noticed that

it's unmanageable to continu with my life

i couldn't live with a lie

the lie that should make you happy

i hoped that it can make you happy

but in fact we weren't

i decided that this was my last message to you

I say goodbye to you, to my misserble life

and goodbye to my worst life ever.

I know this is the only way to make

everybody happy.

Goodbye and understand that all

the good memories we had will

always be on my mind.